We're gonna Need a Bigger boat

Why isn't there a Castiel big bang?

(er, if there is, oops. I totes missed it).

there's a dean/cas, spn_j2, john w, novak fest, crowley big bang, gabriel big bang....

I just think Cas should have his own big bang.

So, I signed up for nanowrimo this year.

It starts in, like, 36 hrs or something and I have yet to think of a plot.
and while I know I won't be flogged mercilessly for not writing 1667 words a day (or 50000 this month) I can't help but feel anxious.

I told myself that I didn't have to write all on one project. I could rotate if needs be, so that I wouldn't be... overwhelmed.

but the urge is there to just do one project and stick with it!

But.... I don't have a complete plot for the original fic I was thinking of doing.
I could always go back to my failed spn_meanttobe (Dean/Cas) and do that.
Or I could go WAY back to an original fic I've been working on since 1996 (no, you read that right, 1996). It's at 110,000 words and frankly, it lacks... cohesiveness and flow. It pretty much needs to be redone from the start.
Or I could do a sequel to Dark Shadows
Or I could do an SGA John/Rodney.

I kind of feel pulled in multiple directions. which is why I thought of rotating projects and just have the goal be the words and not the novel.

*am torn.

Am trying to edit my sticky post for fic and when I go to edit.... it's over half gone? but then I cancel and view it on my LJ and it's all there. So I go again to edit and it's even more than half gone.


so I guess I won't be procrastinating writing by updating my sticky post tonight.

why so dodgy, LJ?

Title: Inside-Out
Rating: PG-13 for language and subject.
Word Count: 2000ish
Warning: self-harm.
Summary: for thehoodie_time  Dean focused H/C meme prompt “Something with Dean self-harming as a coping mechanism and Sam finding out. But not the classic, after-school-special treatment of it we often get on tv, please.”
Spoilers: S4

( Inside Out )

Aw Crap.

I'd been having so much fun riding the high of being done my first draft and turning it in that I'd been kinda ignoring the fact that I need to edit the mofo and get it into shape by June 1.

So I guess I can give myself two more days off and then back to the grindstone to fix the plot holes.

grumble.

Title: I once thought I had mono for an entire year. It turned out I was just really bored
Characters: Dean and Sam
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 2500ish
Summary: Dean comes down with mono and Sam takes care of him. Written for the Dean-focused hurt/comfort comment-fic meme (#2)
A/N: Ok, srsly. Time to go back to the big bang. This time I mean it!! for reals. Title from the oh-so rad Wayne's World, of course!


( I once thought I had mono for an entire year.... )